Just when you think everything is in control things start to spiral again. Phone rings- it's my doctor, OK I am thinking I just gave blood they are going to tell me my iron is still low.....WRONG.
Melissa is my real name and now when I hear that name I only think of bad news, I am starting to dislike my legal name because it only means terrible news is coming.
So I hear, "Melissa I need to let you know that your kidneys are slipping". OK- so in the past 2.5 weeks I went from 20% to 16% and I went from 2.4 creatine to 3.9....OUCH. I am almost scared to give blood again on the 27th.
They are setting up meetings with the transplant surgeons and doing to testing of the heart etc making sure I am ready for surgery but she said it might take 1-2 months before I am on the list- I feel like screaming...I DON'T HAVE ONE OR TWO MONTHS!!!!
I hate dialysis and will have to face this next month. I hope I don't become this pissy person and I can still be positive and happy. Goodbye Coke Cola, Goodbye Beer, Goodbye Wine. Today is my last day to have any of you. Hello Water....BORING.
OK Gotta go get the kids at school :) Until I write again Peace and Love and all that Shit!!!
Mols
I will give up Coke with you McB. We can drink Mt. Dew though!!!!
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