It is very hard to be a person who always wants to enjoy every second life has to offer and go through life happy just to be alive everyday but stuck at home. I like doing things and being with people and to be stuck at home sick really sucks!!
Well Saturday I did make it to the park- (twice) with the girls and met some good friends out to enjoy the weather. However being on my feet all day took a toll and my feet swelled up so I could not walk later in the day...so NO Girls night for me...AGAIN!!!
This week I am not going to work my events and really just try and relax so Friday Night I can make my goal of getting out of the house. I hope if I work from home all week and am not running around the strip seeing clients this will help my energy.
I finished all my paperwork today for the transplant- hope you are confident Sara Jayne because I listed you!!! I also went through my medication and threw a lot of it away...not sure how I feel about this. glad to not have to take a million pills but sad that nothing is going to help me now.
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| Hard to read but it says do you have a donor...YES SARA!! |
Hope everyone has a great week!!! I am
looking forward to more sunshine and will be counting down the days until Friday. This might seem like a silly goal but if I can go out on the weekend and not feel sick it is me saying Screw You to my body- you are not taking over my life!!
You never really know what people mean when they say you have nothing if you don't have your health....I mean truly know what they mean until yours is taken away. My life was so good and so much fun, work, traveling, the weather, the kids....what I wouldn't do to have it all back again!!
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What a soldier you are! hey it is great you can get your feelings out! Just think, you can go out to the park in the sunshine. We are soooo coldddd!Are we complaining? YES, one of the things we can't change.(Change that attitude,Grams!)
ReplyDeleteSt. Joan of Arc was really specia, again today "We are not alone". You have been on our prayer list all these weeks.It is cold but our hands and hearts
are warm and energizing. You gotta feel it:)
add to that, Gramma Hugs and Love, it is all
yours. I miss you so much!
Of course i am confident....i am hoping and praying that i can be the one that is a match. Nothing would ever make me happier than to see you healthy and full of energy like you once were. I feel so lucky to have such an amazing person as my sister and my friend. Love you McB!!!!
ReplyDelete<3 positive thinking and love get you through what seems like the worst thing that could ever happen...and soon you will look back and know you are so much stronger having been through this rough time...you're tough and i admire that so much in a person...and soon, your life will resume as beautiful as it ever was, and you're new perspective on life will make things so clear...i think of you so often...i hope great things for you my darling<3
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