Having another bad day. I have now promised myself if I have 2 bad days in one week that I will go to the ER for emergency dialysis in the neck. So please please please let this be the only day this week!!
I am now OK with having dialysis if I need it, I just can't figure out how I am going to get to and from the dialysis center and take care of my kids a few times a week. This just seems so overwhelming and to try and still work on top of it, I was hoping to avoid this all together.
I am trying to still work but it is becoming less and less that I am able. I have worked full time since I was 14 and never even went more then a few weeks without a job. This is very difficult to let this part of me go but I have to take care of my health now. I look forward to the days I can work again and do sales and go to lunch with clients. This is one of my main goals I want to achieve after transplant.
Sara did her angio- we will be sending copy of xray to Tuscon and hopefully the surgeons will give us a date. I am at 7.99 creatine which is not good, I don't have much time left being able to function without dialysis full time!!
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